I decided to start a blog. I have no idea how this will go or if I will keep up with it. I think I want to write it because my mind often feels heavy. I don’t think I can share all I truly feel with those around me. My emotions and my feelings are overwhelming. So I think telling strangers on the internet anonymously may be my best bet. If you are here to read this I welcome you. If you can relate to breathing sometimes being the most painful decision to continue to make maybe you will relate to what I write here. I am not to sure. We can see where this takes us together.